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Mixed Feelings.

The Monday morning which I had been looking forward to all weekend turned gloomy as the world crashed down on me first thing after I reached office. I am angry with how things work. I am sad with how much trouble I will bring to everyone, yet again. I was also reminded how naive I had been.

As I tried to recall the reason for my initial excitement, the negative vibes swarmed me and I slowly succumbed to infinite sadness. I don't feel like smiling, I don't feel like explaining why. I hope everyone will forgive me for greeting them with my less than pleasant face.

-deep breaths-

Nevertheless, my dear friend's joyous occasion and my dear wife's cooking has rubbed abit of sadness off me.

To my dear wife, thanks for your effort. It is heartening to know you share my emotions, and try to be there for me in your way.

To my dear friend, I hope I hadn't ruined your day with my troubles and foul mood. It's a pity I can't bask in the fruits of my efforts I had put in for today, your wonderful smile throughout the day told that story. Happy Birthday BBOF!
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