I like the feeling of the short moments just when you wake up. There is peace. You forget the worries and unhappiness. Then you start to remember who you are, where you are, what there is to do, and what time it is. Reality sets in, memories remain. It is mid-week working day. You climb out of bed. You do your routines, as your mind struggles to recall what happened the previous day. Are you going to continue from there? Some emotions and thoughts stirs you, but you are no longer affected by them anymore. You drop them one by one. You are more focus now. Slowly you stop idling and get task oriented. What and how things are to be done today? Along the way you observe and think. You accumulate the bad feelings against the world. There in the bus, in the train, walking along the way, they all adds up at the back of your mind. Then you reach your workplace. You see the familiar people, the familiar piece of work, you recall even more of the previous day. You let yourself sink into that unhappiness. And you wish if only that short moments in bed would last forever. Time for breakfast.
Its such a lousy day, I have decided to blog another entry. Yesh, I am thinking about things other than my last two papers on Thurs and Friday. Something probably talked alot before by many people... What is it with men and women with 可爱-oooii *杨丞琳's voice* face, long tresses, slim legs, curvey body, in revealing tight clothes (only for those with the former characteristics), in pink. Why are men so attracted to those features? The guy is lying if he says he will not turn his head when he sees women with those features. I think it has nothing to do with men being lustful or anything disgusting. It probably has something to do with the genes, the hormones. I don't believe it has to do with things like its men's nature instinct to look for partners who can reproduce blahblahblah. That's so boring! Its something mysterious, something that let men derives pleasure by just looking openly, without doing anything bad or harmful or immoral. Do women ogle at men all the time too...
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