Feeling a tiny bit moody today. I can't quite pinpoint the cause. I suspect its because I waited for the next train to get a seat, only to find myself standing again. The reason is simple, I naively stood behind the yellow box for the passengers to alight. Hah! Been a while since I last complained, don't mind I do abit of it... Yeah, people are mean. What's the rush? The train was at Jurong East Interchange, it wouldn't be going off so soon. Oh! I forgot - rush for seats. Luckily, not all are mean - a man guided a blind into the train. The funny thing is, I finally sat down, only to realise Northpoint was staring at me outside the windows - I reached my destination! Seriously, I can't be that petty. Perhaps there are other reasons for this moodiness.
Maybe the reason is not talking to anyone about the lil' things in my life. For example, talk about what I did at work, or talk about how my BP has fallen a little yesterday... Talk to colleagues you might say, no, I don't want to talk to them about themselves and work again. Not to mention that I don't think they interested. Yes, the person I talk to, my girlfriend, is away in HK for holidays. No one to listen to my big theories and criticism of life, propelled by my gigantic ego! All the things bottled up are making me moody! I felt much better when I scribbled my rants with my stylus - that was why I made a fool of myself my sitting, standing, and getting off within 5secs lah. I think I do need more friends, friends who I can spontaneously blabber about anything, and who will do the same to me, always just a sms or phone call away. Any candidates out there?
Things are getting quite routine. "Work->Eat->Sleep". Yeah, its boring that life is centered around work. And the only real motivation is money that comes with it. Money to make ends meet, money to finance the investments in the future. In fact, I hate to talk about money. Although you must have probably heard it from me talking about saving and paying the bills many times.
Whatever the reasons, key to happiness is a better appreciation of things I have. And the holidays next week will do me some good. Happy Deepavali and Hari Raya folks!
Maybe the reason is not talking to anyone about the lil' things in my life. For example, talk about what I did at work, or talk about how my BP has fallen a little yesterday... Talk to colleagues you might say, no, I don't want to talk to them about themselves and work again. Not to mention that I don't think they interested. Yes, the person I talk to, my girlfriend, is away in HK for holidays. No one to listen to my big theories and criticism of life, propelled by my gigantic ego! All the things bottled up are making me moody! I felt much better when I scribbled my rants with my stylus - that was why I made a fool of myself my sitting, standing, and getting off within 5secs lah. I think I do need more friends, friends who I can spontaneously blabber about anything, and who will do the same to me, always just a sms or phone call away. Any candidates out there?
Things are getting quite routine. "Work->Eat->Sleep". Yeah, its boring that life is centered around work. And the only real motivation is money that comes with it. Money to make ends meet, money to finance the investments in the future. In fact, I hate to talk about money. Although you must have probably heard it from me talking about saving and paying the bills many times.
Whatever the reasons, key to happiness is a better appreciation of things I have. And the holidays next week will do me some good. Happy Deepavali and Hari Raya folks!
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